Not that I want to deliver bad news, but one of our other
best progressing investigators told us she doesn't want to continue with
us. The first time she came to church she loved it and said she wanted
to come back every week and keep learning. Our lessons with her were
always so great and exciting. But Recently I could see that she was
loosing her excitement and not following commitments like she used to.
When we passed by her house on Sunday
to see if she was coming to church, she told us she didn't want us to
keep teaching her. I was devastated and confused why. So we said we wold
come back when we had time and talk things out. When we came back on Monday,
she didn't really have a reason, she just said she didn't want to
continue. So I bore my testimony and it was incredibly strong. The
spirit was so strong and I know she could see it in my teary eyes. But I
don't think she was willing to hear or listen to the spirit. We told
her we wouldn't pass by anymore but if she needed anything, we are
always here to help. I walked away heart broken because she literally
had salvation in her hands and knew the truthfulness of this gospel and
church, yet chose to drop it. As a missionary, I now see how important
and special this gospel is. So the fact that she came so close to
partaking of the blessings and now is missing out on all the blessings
she could/would have had is super upsetting. Just goes to show how much
more Satan works on you when you try to do the right things or come
close to accepting the gospel. But I wont give up. I will continue to
fast and pray for her. I know I did all I can and that it is up to her
to accept. So I will do everything I can to make sure that doesn't
happen with Empenitriz or her sister.
I want to leave you all with a quote from an email I got this week from Bri Jackson;
"Matthew
25:40 "Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto the
least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me." President Monson
had a really good talk called "The Real Joy of Christmas" And it talks
about celebrating the Savior by celebrating his life. He said that
rather than receiving we should give ourselves through service. Serving
others and living the way he did, we can find true happiness and joy.
Even though Christmas is over, this is still a good principle to live by
all year round. We should always want to strive to be like him and
serve others always so we can have true happiness all the time rather
than just around the holiday season."
I
loved what she said. It's so true, we should always, always, always be
on the look out to serve and help others. Not just in seasons of
holidays where that's the norm, or when we are having a good day and
feel like doing something cool for someone, but always. Everyday. Christ
did not serve sometimes, or help people when it was convenient, but
24/7.
Love you all, thanks
for the prayers, and HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 2014 was a great year full of
unforgettable memories for me, and I can't wait to see how this next
year plays out! Hopefully with much success!
Also,
if you scroll down far enough, one of my stories is on this blog. It is
the blog of my mission president's wife. It is a super fun and cool and
informational blog with awesome stories and experiences of this crazy
mission! My story is dated October 16th, 2014. If you scroll down to
this date, you will find my story and picture and it is called "Led By
the Spirit of God" Also, one of Elder Rodriguez's stories/experiences is
on there that is also super cool dated December 7th, 2014. Here is the
blog website: http:// beckydouglasparadise.blogspot. com/
Elder Greer
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